*i'm trying really hard just to feel something new, just knowing that i'm growing, i'm just searching for some truth.
*but one thing i know is that friends mean the most, when you're down in the dumps, and you're looking for some hope.
*but it's seems there's no one there or they're just out of reach, i don't know what i want to do or what i'm going to be.
*the future is so far away, though i'm preparing for it now, i'm growing tired of this cage and i want to get out.
*the future brings change, credit cards and expensive cars, being a slave just to get payed.
*you want me to be your friend and your savior at one time, now i don't know how to handle this, i don't know where to draw a line
*in the sand of my life that has lost all direction,
whatever turn i take just creates another question.
*i'm sick of this cycle and i need something to change, something that won't tie me down or keep me in chains.
*whatever i do now, whatever i say,
just falls flat on the floor,
*i'm living in vain*