Why are you looking at me?
Is it my hair?
Oh...maybe it's my rape.
Does my rape show in this?
Should I change it?
Yes, maybe I should.
Clearly it's making you uncomfortable.
I wouldn't want to make you feel bad.
I can change if you like.
I'll change into something that covers it up.
So you don't have to see the rape.
There might be some of my pain showing too.
Sorry, that's inappropriate isn't it?
I just didn't think.
I can be so stupid sometimes.
And god, can I be selfish!
I don't mean to be honestly.
Its just that sometimes I can't hide the rape.
I'll see to it that you never see it again.
You're still looking at me.
I covered it up.
The rape, the pain, the abuse, the sadness.
It's all gone.
You can still see my eyes.
Does the pain show in my eyes?
Yeah, I thought it might.
The mirror sometimes makes me sad.
Don't worry, I'll close them for you.
And I'll never open them again.