To a heart that beats with lonliness, I say this.
I have watched over your soul in protection,
banned your fears away,
I have walked the lonely road of heartless insanity along side of you,
and you casted me away...
I can't help but think of you today,
the loss of love has brought me such tragedy.
I cried so long at nights from unforgiving words that slipped your tongue.
All I do now is pray for you to help yourself,
for I fear that since you are not with me, your nightmares will suck you into a place you don't want to be.
I was there to always protect you,
I was always around for you to talk to and laugh with,
and you buried my soul in a lake filled with regret towards our past friendship.
Regret, for if I had never met you, I would not hurt so bad, but if I had never known you, I wouldn't be the person that I am.
So I give thanks for the friendship, and hate for the next.
My heart being full of selfishness, I would only want you to come back and be there for me, as I was for you.
But now I have found that not only did I protect a wonderful friend, but a betraying one as well.
Good luck to you both, for she is much better than I ever could have been.