I KNOW I am not NUMBER ONE
but I shouldbe happy knowing I am IMPORTant.
I shouldbe shouldknow what to do'whattodo?'.
GOoDness, my oh my I feel so conFUSEd. This style is nolonger ORIGINal.-.-. It has been
USEDUSEDUSED before.
usedusedused.
uSEDUSEDused
uSEDUCEDused.
---------------------I suppose i can stop this NOnsence.
Will you PLEAse make sense out of this? My CRIESforHELPme.
MeIamtheONLYrealIMPORTANTthingONmyMINDallTHEtimeYOUareONmyMINDallTHEtimetimetime.
I should be able to take control of myself. I can't talk or breathe or really express any emotion.
That's why I do it. It is the only way I can express any emotion. The only way I can REALLY express and REAL EMOTION. Even if it is a negative one. Doing that and knowing it is genuin pain or sorrow is better than almost being in love in some aspects. Almost being loved...
I need a car to crash- you know, just to have the E
ERIENCE. I want something REAL.
Almost being loved, or in love is so much better than that. Even though it is REALLYEMOTION&&
REALLYEmotionAL- almost love could be a real emotion. I wonder if anyone has ever almost loved me? Could you evereverever almost fall in almostlove with me?
I can't expect too much from life you know. YOUKNOWHOWITISexceptyoureallydon'tIDON'TWANTTODISAPOINTMYSELFlikeidon'twanttodisapointyou.
WHEREDOIFITIN?HOPEHOPEHOPEfully your heart.
I wishwishwish you understood. I want you to understand every one of my deaddreary thoughts. I wish you knew what I was thinking and just knew. I want you to know.
If you do, you don't show it.
Show me...-...-...-...
Submission Name: alMOSTlikeLOVE
The whole allthewordstogetherthing is really hard to read. I think it's sad as well, as I have felt like this several times, if I'm getting this correct. Almost as though the one you love doens't love you, but is almost pretending that they do.