Description: alright.. best i can do is forget right.. i mean it's not like this is going to go away.. i wish it would but i just don't think it will.. i know she did what she did for me as much as for her.. if she doesn't love me then she shouldn't be with me.. living a lie is far worse.. i just wish i knew what happened.. but the thing is i probably never will..
after today.. i realized that everything i really wanted was gone in an instant.. i realized so many things were not true that were said.. things i held onto every day.. not just when they were said.. i wish i could just make this right but i had the chance to do that and it's gone..
Jesse will forget.. she always does.. and that's ok because i wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.. i'm sorry the love i gave you wasn't enough.. i'm sorry for all of the time you probably wasted trying to give me a chance.. i'm sorry for all the hurtful things i said tonight.. and i'm sorry i believed we would always be together..
Adam...well..I finally got the chance to read this. That night...when I made her call you...is that the things she was saying to you...or what? Im sorry...Im just glad that you didnt do anything stupid. Glad that you listened to me:) You still have a purpose, you help people, everyone and its a comfort to them, you are...I just hope that, with time, Your pain will ease...and dont worry, it will. Im so sorry you and Jesse had to end like that, it hurt me as well, if that counts for anything. Dont worry, Im living proof that things DO get better. Just hang in there, ok:)
This was really sad, it reminds me of my recent break up, except I was on the other end, I dumped him because he didn't know how to keep me happy.I'm sorry that you were on the recieving end, but it's bad to be on the other end as well, just to let you know.
I hope after writing this you feel a little better. Although losing love is never really over I hope you see that you can move forward. I'm here if you need to talk. I hope you know that. No, I know you know that. ;) I understand that you just want to forget but in the long run would you really want to forget love? Love is what Life is about. Life is Love. And it isn't about love with a boyfriend/girlfriend - all kinds of love. So I hope you can find love in life. In all aspects. Keep moving, try not to fall back into a trap that you don't deserve. You are so much better than that. :) Love ya always. Here if you need anything. Hugs. -blt
Adam, What happened last night? I'm so lost, but I know you are upset, and yes...I care. So [censored] kill me, I care...
I spent the past couple days wondering where the hell you had gone to because I cared and I still care now. I don't want you to hurt like this, you know you deserve better, you've told me it so many times in the past, that I deserved better, well now...you deserve better. You have been there for so many people, some of who many just be taking advantage of it. But you were there for them, you were there for me. I haven't even known you all that long, but you were there.
I am not sure if I'll be on msn later, I don't know...life's too flipfloppy right now for me to tell. The internet could be snatched away from me in seconds, and I would never know..not until...poof it's gone. I hope you can see that your life is not over, no matter how much you think it is. As with all of your writing, the emotions are so powerful, and clearly you seem very upset about something. If you want to talk to someone, I'll always be here. I am not going anywhere anytime soon.
I hope you can see that there are those that are going to hurt you, and there are those that will always stick around and try to pick you up, back onto the two feet beneath you that you forget you even have. I am willing to be one of those people that always sticks around, if you are willing to let me. You can't always rely on everyone, just remember that. Your sister cares greatly about you, I can see it in the way you talk about her. You wouldn't want to let her down, stay strong.
You can get through anything, always. Don't let life pass you by..
God! this is SAD but heyy 'this too shall pass'..it's better to be separate and happy than get stuck in a relationship that is suicidal for both :) You are still young, get doubly involved in self-growth.
About the poem, the thought behind makes it a very sad read.
wow this sounds like something i would write if i were in a bad relationship with my girlfriend and i think that this makes it so that i can relate very very well. but anyway. think. that. i never will. but if i did this is the way it would happen. so THNX