Melancholy shadows dance through my head.
Anger is raging, my vision's turning red.
Burning with passion, Hatred takes control.
Taking crushing blows, shattering my soul.
Death begins to threaten, Darkness reigns supreme.
Life is now becoming my very worst dream.
Pain is my ecstasy. What brought me to this level?
People don't hate me, and Heaven is ruled by the Devil.
Fogging up my mind, my thoughts are going dark.
A knife slices my wrist, leaving a bloody mark.
I'm trying my hardest to defy the ways of fate.
But no matter what I do, I'm always full of hate.
Nobody knows, because I wear a mask.
Absorbing all this pain from a poisoned silver flask.
Shadows hide behind the light, evil behind the good.
If only someone knew me, if I could only remove this hood.
Many think I'm a sweetheart. Oh, what little do they know.
Ebony clouds hang above me. Around me, tempest winds blow.
Envy is my enemy, that's why I don't seem to care.
I don't talk much, my feelings are impossible to share.
If anyone knew, I wonder what they'd think.
They'd probably abandon me, before you could even blink.
I'm definitely losing everything, slowly but for sure.
Something to quell this hatred, please I need a cure.
I'm calling on you now, I really need you here.
Help me find something to expel this unnatural fear.