Afraid to close my eyes
Still afraid to keep them open.
I know you are standing there
I know you are very near.
Terrified to feel what I have begone to feel
Terrified to let you see what I see.
To scared to move forward,
For one step forward is another closer to you
To scared to share this emotion that has developed inside.
Fearful of the passion I feel towards you,
For passion leads to the fulfilment of desires,
Desires that I can't possibly have,
Or can I?
Can it be?
Is this emotion real,
Is the passion more then what it seems to be?
Is this really happening?
Am I falling in......no it can't be,
Is what I fear,
Is this the love I have for so long wanted?