T'is three years since we last spoke,
There has not been a single day since that i have awoken
And not thought of you.
You and I were best of friends,
As we always though we would be untill the very end.
But we graduated and continued or lives,
The bond that joined us shriveled and died.
As my life went on i though mostly of you,
But shyness plagued me through and through.
I could have called you on the phone,
But instead i sat here all alone.
I wondered what was wrong with me,
Why I never felt true joy and glee.
I felt as if darkness was all around,
Slowly feeding on my love for you that has no bounds. In this task the darkness failed,
But it did something else instead.
It took the little happines and joy in my life,
And drained it from me with great delight.
I grew colder and colder my heart turned to ice, The ridiclue of my peers tighted like a vice.
As love was lost it was duely replaced,
Where once was love now only hate.
Sure I might fake a smile or two,
But hey wouldnt you?
If a piece of you was missing one that you could not even realize was gone,
And you just continued to hate as if nothing was wrong.
Now as I have reunited with you i have had a revalation,
One or mabey two,
That you were that piece of my life that i had lost,
And that you are worth anything no mater the cost.
Now that I know this i wish I could tell thee,
But you wouldnt understand the impact you had on me.
And so you cannot know the truth,
Of how it makes me feel to hear your name,
And see how you have changed.
I know now that you will always be in my heart, Waiting there to protect me from the dark.
And my dearest I pray thee be enternally well.