I don’t talk much of my feelings,
What is there to say?
My posts aren’t very long,
As I continue to talk about ‘what an interesting day.’
I don’t tell my parent how I feel,
There’s no need to worry them.
I hide things from my friends,
In fear of being condemned.
So, I went on Livejournal.com,
Thinking, I could tell others how I feel.
But, if I tell the truth,
It will only hurt those most dear.
I bottle up every emotion I have,
Hiding the truth from the world.
All the emotions I feel,
Then start to slowly unfurl.
It’s not like I wish it,
I don’t want to hurt those I love.
But back off,
This is what I speak of.
I am me,
Like it or not.
Nothing will change of me,
Not even by a long shot.
I will tell you how I feel,
When I know it is right.
However, till that day will come,
All I can say is, ‘good night.’
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