So now I'll say sorry-
for passing you by,
stealing your heart
and not letting you try
to prove that you love me
Or to let you be true.
For lying to your face
Then leaving, without a clue.
I'm sorry for leading,
For letting you believe.
You really thought I loved you,
that I'd help you achieve
All the goals in you life.
I'm sorry you were so wrong.
I was heartless and cold:
I broke your heart for his song.
Maybe; if I hadn't taken those pills,
if he hadn't whispered those words,
if I hadn't been so high,
Or listened to him play me sweet chords.
If I had followed my heart,
Thought of you- who loves me.
But I ruined my chance-
made the judgment to oversee
that his words were empty,
his promises meant nothing,
his touch- cold and heartless,
He only wanted one thing.
He was a bad drug,
one that I could not get enough of,
a bad habit that could kill me,
Something dark-evil that I couldn't rise above.
I knew his 'love' wasn't real.
What I gave up, yours, was true.
You would have been with me forever.
Instead I got something so fake I could see through.
So now l'll say sorry
As I stand here in tears.
Broken and ruined
From these last few years.
Empty and cold
I realize what I fear is true-
it was never him,
The one I love is you.
And though you still love me
we both need to see,
that because I killed you
We can never, ever be. |
Submission Name: so, so sorry...
