i'm pulling out my hair,
i wish that i will die.
i'm sick of all the pain,
and all these lonely tears i cry.
i wish my life was over,
and i wish that i was gone.
i want to say, "I love you!"
but for now its just, "So long."
i'm sick of all this torture,
and all the pain i've put us through.
i want to say, "I'm sorry,"
and "I still want to be with you."
but i know that it won't happen.
and i know i, too, would leave,
but htink of what we've done,
and all the things we did achieve.
i know its my fault its over,
but there was something i had to do.
i watched as the plan back-fired,
then i saw the plan hurt you too.
i'm sorry that i hurt you,
but still i was hurt too.
i see you walk with her now,
and so whats left for me to do?
i wanted you to be mine,
i loved you so much.
my heart feel so lonely,
without your lovely touch.
i'll love you forever.
about that i can't lie.
you'll be in my broken heart,
until the die that i die.
i can't say i don't care,
whether or not your mine.
i love you, but i understand,
that you hate me, and thats fine.
but why did you say you love me?
and why did i believe this lie?
and, though, i'll always love you,
at night i'll always cry!