Treading in this black abyss of hopelessness
I can't see the path before my feet
I sweep this branch back and forth before me
To keep myself from tripping and falling
Deeper into this blackness
I hear these demons taunting my spirit
They're growling like a pack of wild dogs
I gradually sense them surrounding me
Are they plotting my slaughter?
Am I going to die here?
I suddenly feel the vile splatter of saliva
My guiding stick has been torn from my hands
I freeze like a ghost in my footsteps
And I tremble like a hill on a faultline
What is to become of me here?
Now, unable to see where to go
Shall I wander in an attempt to find my way?
Shall I remain hear until I perish?
My God, Can I still find you from here?
Or shall I rot in Hell?
Wait! I hear the soft sound of an angel's steps
The sweet caress of a gentle touch
The comforting sound of a heavenly voice
Have you come to shame me?
Have you come to condem me?
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You took my hand and guided me
I was blind and you gave me sight
You are the only person who's shown me truth
You enlightened me to the love of God
You helped me mend my pouring wounds
Not like the churches, which shun the weak
Not like the "Christians" who Judge the fallen
Not like the Hypocrites, who decieve the needy
But you were like Christ, and showed your heart
You gave me my life back.
Pushed away from the love of God
By those who claim to be perfect
I fell into my black abyss away from Christ
If perfection was God's requirement
To hell with me than
Than there was you, my angel
You showed me who God is
You showed me his love
I learned from you of his mercy
And I regave him my soul
You say you don't know what God wants
You haven't found your calling yet
Let me tell you just one thing baby
If you were anywhere else
Other than where I met you
I may never have found my way...
You're my angel. |