Description: well i wrote this at very hard time in my life.
about a 4 year downward spiral. anyways this song is about the stranger i use to see in the mirror. i didnt even know who i was. and i dont know this is a very real piece. let me know what you think. this is just more then style its the monster i useto bare inside me..(my disguise)
i take a walk through this tangled mind
verbaly stuttering i find myself out of line
my reflection is an illusion
the intrusion of my disguise haunts me when i look into his eyes
wondering why my pain made a disguise
reflections unfamilar as i stare into the mirror
questioning "why i am not in there"??
i need to break down these walls and find out what their hiding
i wish someone could see who i am behind all this ingested crying
a tear collects and falls deep within
now trapped inside i glady drown
cause im afraid it will release the ocean of tears
i hold beneath
now needing a friend yet when they are near im quick to defend
wondering "why" in my thoughts i still plot the end
regaining senses i began, grabbing a pen, feeling the music give birth from within
confusion of these gathered thoughts
not understanding the feelings that i brought
i should let her know before i rott...
I really enjoyed your lyrics. Your sheer honesty makes this meloncholic piece really beautiful. The young adult years can be especially difficult, and I definitely can relate. Glad you are seeing better days, really nice work.