I believed that everyone had this “soul mate”
designed specifically solely for them by God.
Much of my life was spent believing this convinced
too many times believing my quest was over.
An illusion another impossible perfect man,
I watched in horror, as this image would divide like
he was standing in front of a warped carnival mirror.
Impossible for me to tell which “personality” was he
I persistently, unrealistically desperately plunge forward
determined and refusing to accept the inevitable truth.
Violently I am repelled with various emotional issues.
As realization and resolution painfully fused
thankfully perfect releasing revelation feed my soul.
Spiritual wounds were sanitized with healing tears
wholly accepting that lonelyness is what I most fear. |