i am so sick of being not good enough. i am prostrated in front of you in hopes of showing you that i am no longer worthless, in hopes of showing you that i am a man that stands firm for what I believe in and will no longer back down under your scornful eyes full of dislike and pity. I am who I am this day forward, on from this second now. I refuse to go back, i will never be the boy i once was, so i must push forward, past the bricks of the ice wall. numb to the touch for i am burning here, under the pressure of (once again) trying, oh so hard, to prove my worth to you.


i can't go another day longer without my sanity, my hope, my passion, that i have been without for so long hidden behind my unvoiced love for you.


i need you now, like you once needed me not too long ago.


i will be your foundation, your support, your dreamweaver, and your dreammaker.


'Cause i can go on NO longer without you here by my side.