here i am sitting here, waiting for you:::
come back to me:::
so that i can bask in your warm smile:::
on those gloomy days when i have no one else to turn to:::
i need you here for me:::
but you are gone:::
in a place i don't know:::
in a place that i can not get to:::
i heave and i cry for the lost memories of the good times gone:::
the times when i could talk to the one i care for:::
so i break down here, insomnia|obsession|compulsion|panic attacks|psychotic

this is my silent suicide to the world
i am killing myself from the inside out
and you did this to me

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