Bags under my eyes,
Nothing I do can hide them,
I refuse to take pills so I wait until I pass out.
Sleep isn't so precious after a while of being without
My eye lids are heavy,
My heart is heavier,
Caused by stress or guilt,
No real idea,
Just never feel tired,
To much stuff on my mind,
Can't it get off even for a time,
It blows me away the more I try,
The more I'm awake.
Gaming, talking, playing, chatting,
I try to bore myself and fall asleep,
It doesn't work not even during the week,
Its not the heat, Its not the weather,
I'm scared of no storm, man or other,
If I get up I know I won't sleep, I'll stay awake Looking for something to take,
All this available space that I use when I'm awake.
Never ending, no cure
I plan to be here in this world,
For a long time,
If not ahh well,
Atleast I'll be resting, Peacefully.
Finally, Finally, Finally in a land of no frights.