Why does he fill my mind like a rushing flood?
I know I should stay away, but I can’t
He has hurt me before and yet I still love him
He promises he won’t do it again
He says we’ll be together forever
As much as I want to believe him there’s a doubt in my mind
I think about him all the time
When he comes online a big smile appears on my face; like a little kid going to the circus for the first time
Why does he torture me with his smile?
The look in his eyes makes me melt; like ice-cream on a hot summers day
He’s there for me when I need someone
He comforts me
He gives me compliments when I have self-doubt
He makes me laugh and I feel like I could talk to him forever…
But forever isn’t real
It’s a fantasy, like a Cinderella story…
I can’t go on believing a lie
I have fallen hard and my heart is sinking in the quicksand of love
I struggle to be free of his slavery,
The more I try the harder I fall.
I must leave him no matter how painful, no matter how shattered my heart will be…
Goodbye forever and in this case forever is real.
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