HOW?!?!?!? by longwinterdays

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Author:	longwinterdays
ASL Info:	18/f/wa
Elite Ratio:	4.75 - 182/174/51
Words:	229

Class/Type:	Misc/Love
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This is just something that I am feeling with my friend Tony that I have known for 3 years...

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Looking into his eyes I begin to realize that I have been taking forgranted the great things that I have always had right in front of me. He had always said that he loved me, but never would I ever think that someone could really love me as he says that he did.
Now we sit here...not knowing what to do or say and not knowing what to do from here. We are both sure of our feelings towards the other...but the problem is that we have both been hurt and now he is backing away again. I would do anything to be held in his arms again..or to hold him tight just like the old days, but who knows if that will ever happen again. When we are together it feels like a fairy tale..as though it were meant to be...but when we are apart, doubt begins to set in and our hearts go astray once again.
I am so angry at him...telling me that he loves me and wants to be with me and all this shit that I have always wanted to hear from him...and now he is backing away.

HOW CAN YOU LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH AND YET HATE THEM AT THE SAME EXACT TIME??

Are we lying to ourselves...are we just pushing ourselves into a pit of lies, deceit and pain?

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  Ahh yes love always leads us into a pit of lies, deceit and pain. But love also leads us through pools of bliss, trust, and pleasure.
This is a good piece. You portray a moment in your life quite well. I would keep this to remind yourself of who you were at one time. At least thats what ive done with pieces ive written akin to this.
Thanks for sharing your life.
Ratio M. Ducet III
| Posted on 2005-06-22 00:00:00 | by Ratiomeducet | [ Reply to This ]
  How?!...Just like that.
The thing i would hate the most is if me and my b/f get into a fight and break up. This will lead us straight into a hate like relationship and i always fear that because the line between love and hate is sooo thin.

We can only fall into that pit if we allow ourselves to fall and not fight back for it. That's how it all happens- to just give it up. People make mistakes everyday, but it takes the really strong relationships to avoid falling into the same pit you mentioned.

There were so many times when i nearly fell into the pit of hate but i didn't let go of my feelings towards love that is why me and my b/f are still together. but the main reason for this thing to happen so easily is because we usually give it up easily and there goes another set of chaos.
Your thoughts were very true and i hope i did say a few things that answered your question.
Peace...Irina
| Posted on 2005-06-22 00:00:00 | by charmedidentity | [ Reply to This ]
  Hey. I kinda know what this is like. I fell in love with my best friend and we were very close but she didn't feel the same. Things got weird but ok now. Love is a wonderful thing I'm so happy I have it now. I just wish you did too. Your a cool chica. Haven't talked in a while since I met my girl. Like you disappeared. Hope to talk to you soon. Enjoyed the write.
| Posted on 2005-06-22 00:00:00 | by musclebound350 | [ Reply to This ]
  Hi!

This a sad piece... Anyway... Very honest in writing this, I like that. Hehe ^_^

Uhmmm... About the last part, the questions, that is why love is so hard to define. Are we just "willing" ourselves to love someone? How can we be sure that we are actually loving someone? How can you be so sure that a person really loves you? Is it all hypocrisy? Confusing, right?

I think that honesty is always the right thing. If you really love someone so much, why dont you express it? I know that is easy to say but really hard to do (I have this girl in mind, I think she does not notice that I like her, sad... T_T). It's really hard to express what we are actually feeling. We all fear rejection, that is so true, but if we get what we really want... That is the most happiest part of our life!

I talked too much again, sorry... Why is he backing away? Why dont you ask him? Or is that something stupid to do? I dont know... Hehehe. But who knows? He may have valid reasons right?

Anyway, bye bye! Take care! I hope nothing bad will happen. ^_^
| Posted on 2005-06-23 00:00:00 | by del1rium | [ Reply to This ]

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