A past that wont die, and makes the future bleak.
Holds me in chains, cast of iron sheets.
A past that wont die and rips me apart,
Causes irrational thought and an untrusting heart.
Emotionally scarred at 20
By christ its a story.
Beyonds what goes up does come down,
It displays my weakness in glory.
A past that wont die, thumps still echo in my head.
In my dreams lips still hurt, from where they once bled.
A past that wont die, left scars that wont fade,
While happily moves on, Im still shaken inside.
Emotinally unstable at 20,
'Arent we all' I hear you ask.
But these moods I feel inside me
Are beyond the normal task.
A past that wont die, but an unborn baby did.
And when I think of his father, its with delusional hatred.
A past that won't die and affects every day,
Certain days its a struggle,but most I can keep its nagging at bay.
Emotionally experienced at 20,
I think definately over so.
As unbelievable as horrifc,
Thats the past that wont go |
Submission Name: 20
