Having a blast with my dad.
a nice summer day with no school,
playing outside with my few neighbors,
house and tag were always my favorite.
come to find out it was just being around them.
My dad is now always mad.
Cutting fist came into effect.
playing magic at the lunch tables.
basketball camp / playing in my driveway all day long.
just playing games with my neighbors before they moved away.
Accounting class with Duffy (my newest friend).
the whole day to listen to music,
while cutting a little more often.
soccer and track knowing they were not my friends,
every night thinking about putting this life to an end.
Freedom from the parents.
starting off the era being "popular".
liking a girl that would never fall for me.
cutting now a daily ritual,
and the only reason I have not put my life to an end.
Done with the core classes, on with accounting,
assigning more work than any student could ever do.
bi-yearly weekend visit with the parents.
dating a girl who has no time for me.
cutting has been traded for faith.
God had all of this in his plans.
Now the only studying is for the test,
that will grant me what I once didn’t want.
But, through His sacrifice and endless love,
He has turned this skeptic into a faithful believer.
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