To finally find that place I seek,
the place where no one sees me weak.
To tell myself that it's okay,
even though I see not one sunshine ray.
The darkest clouds have fallen upon me,
for the hurt inside, only I can see.
The raindrops fall upon my face,
so tears can fall without disgrace.
So only I can be the one,
to know that all has come undone.
To show the world I can be strong,
that in the end they'll all be wrong.
That someday I won't need this place,
someday I can show them me, face to face.
When I can know the right from wrong,
and be able to tell when it won't be long…
….It won't be long before I break,
this time it's real, this time I won't wake.
The dreams I've had are no longer that,
they're now here, there right behind my back.
Can anybody really say,
that they put there heart away?
Can they stand in front of the other and lie to their face?
As they tell them, it's ok,
It'll be better off this way.
To tell them you will be okay,
that you'll be healed, someday.