So many times have I walked past
This once wide open door
No more will I understand the facts
As I fall to my floor
A melody, a parody
Of the life I play
Why is it that only I can see
That I'm not meant to stay
Drowning out my fears and sorrows
I wait only for my death
No longer scared of the todays, the tomorrows
Barely feeling this last breath
A melody, a parady
Of this game I play
Why can't anybody see
That I'm not here today
Looking up into the mirror
I see myself in red
My confusing case of intrigue, of murder
Sprawled across my bed
The melody, the parady
Of the things I say
Through it all, I couldn't be
In this world's dismay |