I still wear that gold bracelett you gave me,
and your pictures still owns a spot beside my bed,
and I am not exactly sure why I keep it there,
but it always helps me cry to sleep.
Most morning I wake up early,
and my mind always thinks your there,
so I'll roll over to my side,
and it's not all fun and games when I see you're gone.
My mind hits rewind,
it flashes a picture of your eyes,
and it makes me wish I was looking into them,
just to make me smile once more.
I was always fond of your voice too,
on the phone it always gave me that feeling of being safe,
and we'd talk about living together in a huge house,
and even planned on trying to have a kid.
You know, this isn't easy,
and I'm still sitting by my phone,
hoping it might ring,
cause I know that we're not over.
I, myself, am in complete disbelief,
"I wil never leave you, I promise",
I remember you saying those words to me,
and I wish I could hear you say them again.
I softly press my hands over my eyes and wipe off the tears,
and I drift away to sleep,
and in my imagination,
my phone rings.