I’d rather have a nightmare than a dream
for only disappointment awaits
to embrace my cognizance
after a fantasy in slumber.
Whimsical imagination grants me
things of unfeasible nature, and I
dwell in six hours of harmony,
that present themselves as truth.
But six hours of harmonious deception
divulge their true self, as I embark on
eighteen sentient hours
that take the cloud, upon which a castle in the sky
sits, by the most delicate
part of the neck, and cast it down to earth.
A downpour of present reality
sops my pillow with purpose
to jerk me to consciousness.
A pang of realization hurtles into me,
I now seeing the unsolicited divider
that isolates flight of imagination from
legitimacy,
from unwanted legitimacy.
As a politician
will charmingly
but so dishonestly offer to bestow refinement,
my reveries leave me dissatisfied
and yearning more.
A nightmare, however, yields to me the reciprocal.
Malevolent spirits will have their macabre picnic
through comatose thought;
I attempt, desperately to transcend this…
this struggle in physical lethargy.
An immeasurable flash of fright – grief
threatens contentment for but a moment,
until a less austere reality comes
to vanquish its mock havoc
unleashed upon my mind’s eye.
A welcoming realization receives me,
I now giving thanks to that division
that isolates flight of imagination from
legitimacy…
stricken with appreciation for
a tangible environment.
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