I know what I feel but still think it can't be real. I've tried and I've tried but what I need to say won't come out. I cannot put into words the thoughts in my mind. The feelings of hurt that you left behind. When I began to think that all was going well you whacked me a good one, and down I fell. I felt that somthing was wrong with me, what did I do? Yet you tell me, "No, it wasn't you." I want to belive you, really I do. Yet in my heart and my mind I just can't seem to. Part of me feels that this isn't what you want to do. If that were the case then why would you, right? Were you afraid of getting too close? Or was there fear you'd find someone you liked most? Pople have to work things out, otherwise what would relationships be about? There about fighting for what you want, what you need. What your heart desires most. Why won't your heart desire me? I want to make this work, I really do. But if times what you want then time I shall give you.