Its strange being without you ,my world is black and dead.
I am forever pushed .I long to rip open ,to burst from this human shell.
There are no words that come to me no fence to keep me.
There is no shelter from the visions.
I beg to be forgiven ,to be taken from the insanity.
Help me someone please.
The cold steel is inviting.
Blood on silver.
It makes me warmly smile.