Today I woke up with a hurting heart, but it wasn't from medical problems. It was from a
forgotten love of my past that painfully reentered my dreams.
During these dreams, I felt as if I were reborn. I felt the feeling of love again without a worry in
the world. It was he who made me happy, it was he who opened my heart and committed
murder to all my pain. However, this murder wasn't total death. The pain came back and it came back to stay.
Now it's infected and peroxide doesn't even foam..........so maybe I'm not normal? I'll probably
never see him again in this life unless he continues to peacefully visit my dreams.
If he does, maybe one day I can stay, stay with him in another world, stay with him in another
time, stay with him by not waking up..........at least my heart will never hurt again!
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