shit the blade just slipped
through my wrist it fell
as i sit here waiting to black out
all i see is u laughing at me
am i another game or more?
i feel ashamed to be doing this
But its all i can do while my tears pour
if i told u what i was doing what would u say?
whould u try to stop me or just tell me to do it anyway
I tryed to stop but it was to late
maybe this is our fate
i say our because i feel u are a part of me now
That night we spent under the stars
i was wishing we could begin our happieness
and start it off with i kiss
things were going grand until, i made the stand
u said no, i was so sure it was okay
maybe i was wrong u didnt want it that way
now things are all messed up
i guess this is the way things are soppsot to be
i wish they werent but anyways
im fading o so slow
one day u will know |