How would you feel if you were suddenly exiled for no good reason, found yourself all alone –abandoned by the ones who mattered the most- faced by things that you were never prepared for, forced to give up your beliefs, morals and everything you ever held dear? Forced to do things you despised, things that you’d have never done, forced to give up your freedom and live as a slave –doing everything you’re ordered to do with no questions asked no matter how wrong humiliating. Forced to see life goes on around, things change while you are frozen stiff at your place like a tree trunk in a dead pond. Forced to see your life through a 3rd person's eye as if this life ain't yours. Forced to bear the weight of the chains of slavery every single day, reminded constantly that you are a salve by the thorns around your neck and the leash held by your master that you never see. Forced to see people around you enjoy their right to live while you had to give up yours, and what makes things worse is that you are –to those people- invisible. Everyday that passes by leaves its mark on your body as well as your soul, bruising you and giving you wounds that will never heal…
And you still ask me to bear and stop whining. Well…lets' switch places and see how would you fee!...
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