I can see how you realize that things would be easier to cope with if you were not alone and heartbroken by this man. I love the way you said things were bad, but they are worst without him around. It sounds like you are having that kind of month. I only hope and pray things look up for you. Great writing. Maggie
man that just hit home so hard. the girl i loved more than anything in the world had to leave to live in another state and we didnt want to break up but we had to. i didnt have the money or resources to just drop everything and move and she HAD to go. since she left things seem to progressively get worse everyday. when she was here she would say "dont worry it'll be ok" and i knew it would be. hearing it over the phone is nothing compared to having it whispered in your ear y know? so all i can say is i loved the poem for the simple fact that it hit home. but everything in the poem seems so valid and full of heart which IS what makes it great. thanx for writing this.