I know u r there for me
But it’s getting harder and harder to believe
The devil seems to be taking so many liberties
I don’t know if my heart is strong enough to resist
It is said that family is always there for you
But for all families that ain’t always true
My family doesn’t always stick up for me
They believe in sticking up for others so we look like the happiest little family
God I want to ask for forgiveness about what I’m about to say
I know your commandments, Sundays the e holy day
U say honor ur mom and ur dad
But what if they are wrong
Does that make it sound bad
God, I’m sick of living under Satan’s influence
Help me lord, I’m tired of this pain
I know u approve whatever he does
And I know u know that I’m strong
But what are u supposed to do when everyone deserts you
When u try to do good, but good just ain’t good enough
I wont call it a heart ache, cos it’s a body, spirit and soul ache
And I’m crying out to you to help me
Deliver me, save me from this treachery
Cos only u know what I go through
Holy sprit, living water, comfort and drench me
Lord, make me happy, lord make me not care what anyone thinks
Help me make my dreams a reality
Dreams no one thinks are worth coming true
Dreams that no one thinks that I’ve thought through
Dreams that should they come through
People would feed off
But lord I guess the bible was right
I can’t depend on man
Cos man will let u down
Stab u time and time again
Stand u until; u realize u just cant take no more
God it’s hard being a Christian always having to turn the other cheek
When u know they will hit u again and again
God in heaven please help me persevere cos I know not what to do
God help me in all that I do, think, feel, am
Cos only u can be there for me to protect me
Cos my heart is sick from bleeding and bleeding again
But my promises I must keep
Until I can make you happy, amen.
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