You hold my heart in your hands,
And I’m not sure I want it back,
I didn’t want to fall this hard,
I wasn’t supposed to fall so fast,
And yet I wore a smile as I plummeted,
But you’ll just add my heart to the collection,
So we might as well be strangers,
This day holds a secret of sweet sorrow,
As I walk along the crowd tainted in happiness,
And just as my future looks brighter,
This love pushes me back,
Into my days of hiding,
Anything would be fine,
But love,
I went to hell and back,
Looking for this simple life,
But instead I woke up into this unwanted dream,
And this is the irony of love,
Because I can’t wake up,
Is this really the good life?
Living without you,
But when you pass by,
My smile wears the color of hate,
My eyes filled with love,
And my face looks empty,
My life gets better as I move on,
But I know I’ll always wait for you,
My hope dangling from that empty promise,
That promise made from my broken dreams,
If everything went wrong,
I’d be happy,
So I want you to feel my heart beat stop,
I want you to wake me up,
And stop me from dreaming,
Of your death,
In my hand I hold,
My one way ticket to hell,
This blood stained blade,
Tainted with my tears and fingerprints,
You said to me- “I hate you,”
You whispered to me- “Do you really think you get away with this?”
You told me- “This isn’t the end,”
You promised me-“I’ll be back.”
Then you left me,
With betrayal written in blood,
The same blood on my hands.
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