why does love have to hurt so badly? i dont understand...the love of my lives know i love them but the continue to torture me...saying they dont wanna love anyone else if they dump there gf/bf.......or they threaten to kill them selves. i hate my life. i hate people messing around with my life. its not kewl at all to do it.....i wish i was a little kid again. i wouldnt have to live with love. id still think guys had cooties and id never go near them. and i still played dolls and become a loner again so i wouldnt have my closest friends messing with my head anymore. i wanna relive another life.....but never reach the age of 10 and die at the age of 9.......i wish it could all come true....
deep thoughts, and theyre the same as the ones that run through my own mind. but think if you didnt know pain how would you know love it would all feel the same wouldnt it? yah i know its confusing but ppl say i know wat im talkin about i died when i was 7 i am now turning 14 soon and with this boy i think hes bringing me back to life, however corney it sounds its how i feel and i hope you find somthing to re bron you. remember with all pain there is a lesson and as you learn your lessons you stop screwing up and when you stop screwing up well you may be able to find urself again
I think eveyones been there. my advice to you, even though you arent asking for it..would be to get new friends, love yourself if no one else will, and become a nun because guys just usually suck like tht all the time..theres really no changin tht. lol jp. but anyway you were obviously very upset when you wrote this. it was an ok journal, for the most part you were just venting but i really think this could be made into something more. it has the potential to be an awesome poem or story because the feeling is all there.
I think we've all been here... I know I have. I've made wishes like this, too... but, trust me, with pain comes emotional growth. Ya know the saying "What doesn't kill you makes ya stronger"? Well, it's true... if you can stand this, it'll only prepare you for future experiences. ~Melissa~
Deep thought about ur life... i think they should stop messing with your mind as well its not cool how they messing with you and i dont like it they suck @ss for this
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