Description: I was very young when I had my oldest daughter. I became very sick and almost died. My mother had to take care of her and when it was all said and done, she has tried to replace me, and it looks like she has won.
To my oldest daughter -------------------------------------------
To my oldest daughter whom I love so much
There are not enough words to express such
I was to young when you came along
My mom said you should abort, but I knew that was wrong
You see I wanted you always from the beginning
little did I know, your love I was not winning
For now that my mother who wished you death
now was the one whom wanted my breath
When I became sick and could not walk
She doesn't want to take care of her was all she would squawk
If not for my dad I would be dead
He took me to the hospital for months sick in bed
It was then that she decided I'd be better off dead
My true health history from the doctor was kept
Then off to the campground you and she went
Alone in the hospital, alone I wept
I try to be close to you I try to make change
The harder I try the more it stays the same
I cannot make you love me, I know this is true
But I have to stop hurting and always feeling blue
So now I will step aside and leave you alone as you wished
All alone I pray that you have no regrets
For once I am gone I hope you will see
Just how important you were, you are, to me
May you find happiness in your life
I pray that for you with all of my might
Submission Name: To my oldest daughter
