I want to cry but my pride wont let me. I want to talk, but I have no one to listen. I want to scream, but it wont help. I want to tell them, but I dont want to sound like a bitch. I want to sleep, but everytime I close my eyes unwanted thought rush in. I want you to know what I'm thinking without saying it, but you couldnt careless what im thinking at all. I want you to see through my smile, but you have other worries. I want to be happy, but without my sadness; there is no such thing.