I need to know if you were real,
Because you look just like a dream
Of a man that loved me unconditionally,
And filled those spaces in between.
I need to know if you can feel,
Because I feel only pain.
Does your heart beat for someone else,
Why won't mine do the same?
I need to know if we are here
Because I feel like I'm dreaming again.
You looked at me like I was real.
You pressed a kiss to my skin.
I need to know if I'm still "safe."
If that's all I'm ever meant to be.
You once said that's why you fell in love,
You could safely give your heart to me.
I need to know if you were real.
I need to know if you are whole.
I need to know why I'm still here.
I need for you to let me go.