Everything I enjoy in my life takes me away from reality
I go into my own corner of space, where all my worries wash away
Everything that carves away at my heart is gone for the moment
I love those moments, though they last quite awhile, they cannot erase the past, for the past replays itself constantly in my head
Maybe its not reality I hide from, maybe its the shadow of the past following my every move in the present
I keep looking back over my shoulder at my shadow and I keep falling down the cliff in front of me
If the sun did not shine tomorrow I could overcome all obstacles and raise my head up high, but the sun still shines and I still fall
Can people truly be happy in life without escaping to an illusion in their head? I once thought so, but now I'm not so sure...
The moments I enjoy are important to me, they are the commercials that come on during the reruns of my past, they shock my heart into a feeling of warmth, they make my life worthwhile... |