Written: March 3rd 2003 -------------------------------------------
:don't mean what i say- when i get so mean* iloveu
well here it is again....every penny spent
I move in ways that aren't allowed
around you **
I fall through every crack still holding onto
you- well did you hear the news this time?
"did you hear what they really said?"
i died alone a long time ago- i drownd in my own
I've got the taste of my own blood
my skin is bruised & torn- I finally come undone;
I became friends w the enemy
I kiss the dead & their feet-
I run for cover at the sound of my own gun...
I've withered & Burned, I've finally given up
I've heard the lies
They slither beneath my door at night
They keep me up & waiting......
ready to fight-
(& i did) I've heard the news " what they really said"
That you cared alot about her
her souL was dead
you've got the taste of her blood
this time, shes really gone for for good*
you run for cover at the sound of her voice
.you finally have come undone.
well do you believe in lies?
do you believe in recovery?
do you believe in me?...... you walk the streets alone at night at the shadows of her dreams *
you've burned in the *death* of her fire.
she gave you up at the drop of a dime i gave you up * igave you in
i really let you you down this time
I let you all choke in the shallowness of all my lies-