take this while it last
in this world of violence
i would rather be heaven sent
looking down i would see
a perfect life, a perfect world you see.
stuck here in middle earth
the ground so shaky, so hard
to young to independent
to old to trust anybody
im out here to battle my own
its not like me to walk the path
darkness, darkness seemingly calls my mind
i need the fix but not the rhyme
slowly i crave the neediness of love
oh sweet nothings ive become
just another junkie addicted to this fix
loves an equal bliss
searching through desolate land
begging pleading someone to take my hand
its not like me to need you so much
dont tell me that were not meant to be
look in my heart baby tell me what you see
i cant stand a single day away
i need to find my own true self
just like they say "to thy own self be true"
its such a contridiction when im with you
im whole, alone im a mess
i cant believe it.. i fell for his benevolent ways
striking in contrast, lacking in warmth
completely im spell bound
wow so quicky im hurt |