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As i drown in the cold water i also drown in the feeling of heartbreak. His voice now becomes distant in my ears. The same voice that use to make my heart skip now fills my heart with dread...slowly killing what was once love and turning it into a feeling that is unexplainable. I can't feel hate for i could never hate him. I love him to much to hate him for breaking my heart, lying to me, embarrasing me. Hate is not the word to describe what i feel. Than what word can i use..slowly is this pain killing my innocence. Now i want to cry everytime his name is mentioned...David. Why did you hurt me so..your cold words that day...you telling me how much you hated me. How much i annoyed you. The blows to my heart not physically but emotionally to my heart, would pain even the most happiest perosn. Will destroy the most innocent of childs. The profane words you used against me, calling me things that should've made the gods strike you down if it weren't for my silent cries. The tears rolling down my eyes as i ran.
In the depths of my mind i should be over you. I know wishfully thinking hass messed up my flow. The poetic vibe of what was once you and I has been crushed. I've seen your new girl heard she's everything you've wanted everything i used to be. Everything that i once was when i was so naive to keep coming back to those arms. Warmth that use to grace my shoulder i cry. I don't miss you...don't miss your kisses don't miss the way you use to say my name, I might..but i'll never miss the way you lied to me. Three simple words, "I love you." All lies that you said straight to my face. I'll never miss the way i was sprung, the way i needed you. Never. But i will always hope you come back because my feelings for you can't be erased. Wishfully hoping forever...

Love Always,
Danni