I don't know what to say.
All I can do,
is hold my feelings at bay.
Time goes on and I still can't see,
how on earth any of this is meant for me.
All that I do,
everything I see,
just reminds me of you.
Each passing day is just a repeat of the last.
A never ending loop that haunts me.
One that I can't get passed.
This loop must end sometime.
no life can stay the same.
one heart should not have to endure this pain.
no matter how hard they'd try,
sooner or later it would drive them insane.
Forever fighting just to break the loop.
The one that is forever haunting,
Forever taunting, their immortal soul.
-_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_- -_-
This life is not for me.
I must get out of this damned loop.
But I have a plan you see.
One to save my heart from this pain.
One to stop the haunting, taunting of my immortal soul.
All it would take is a sharp knife
And a really quick blow.
No pain shall follow me.
Not where I’d go.
I’d be forever free.
Can you see it?
Wild, careless, and free.
*sigh* yes. That which I see…
Most definitely is what I crave.
Eternal peace.
Which can only be found in the grave. |