sex was unconciouse for us,
and in some sick vile way
we used it as a way to destroy eachother.
i closed my eyes the first time with you,
i couldnt bring myself to look into your empty eyes.
what could i possibly see...
all the lies you told about loving me?
i took your innocence right?
i will never give you the satisfaction of knowing you took mine.
innocence is only a story kids,
made up by the same person who made up heaven and hell.
people are weak and ungrateful
we just need something to hold on to
so we dont feel so pointless.
wanna know the truth?
i never loved you
i never could
love takes work
and i was never willing to work for you.
there is no love at first sight,
but theres hate in secound glances.
there was never anything between us but attraction.
when you held my hand,
you held on to your fucked up life.
you could never depend on yourself,
maybe thats why i was their,
to keep you sane enough to survive.
theres never a happy ending
we allways wanted something more.
you
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