Should I stop and play dead again?
Or shold I keep living this life thats killing me?
If I shut you out,
Will you get out of my head?
If I break our connection,
Would my fascination for you stop growing?
Are you so naive that you cant see it?
Can you not see how Im falling for you?
I have my angel, whom I love dearly.
She is more than I deserve!
Yet I can't even spend an hour or two with you,
Without feeling overwhelmed by your mystery.
The depth i see inside your eyes,
And the mystery behind your smile.
I wanna be the man she deserves,
And give my whole heart to her.
But how do I give it all to her,
When everytime I think of you, I'm falling.
You dont seem to know how I feel,
Its probably better that way.
But now i must cut you off, and shut you out,
Its for my own good, and hers.
She deserves my heart in its entire state,
And I don't know how else to give it to her.
I'm sorry Monica,
I don't know what else to do.
Please forgive me if this seems shallow,
But i see no other way to be true.
I find myself falling more for you,
And I don't know what else to do.
Im sorry, i'll miss your mystery.
You are the most beautiful being I know. |
Submission Name: Shutting You Out
