To me it sound like you are reaching out to someone anyone to help you overcome this deep feeling of gloom that is controling your emotions All i can say is positive thoughts and positive energy is the key to happiness
I think that the last two stanzas are the strongest...I love the line about the not knowing that it could be so cold in hell...it reminds me of when momma says that she thinks that hell would be cold anyways...I mean you know she doesn't believe in hell but that's what she says...I think I am gonna show this poem to Mrs. German/Payton...I think she would agree with me on the last two stanzas.
Great job and you didn't even tell me to read this one you silly thing.
Sounds as though someone has crossed paths with an earth shattering loss and the vampiric effect of having the life/happiness/desire/ hope sucked out of them. The aftereffects of something like that would truly be cold, lonely and confusing. This was very well composed and requires no editing, as far as I'm concerned. Very, very nice.