i was so scared of the fate i had to face,
i wanted to go away to a better place.
in-away from you,
And your hurtfull ways.
Your hate for me burned bright in your eyes,
But your smile made me believe in your lies.
And the knife you pushed in my hand,
Had glistened so despairingly.
The screaming voise inside my head,
Repeated everything you had said.
You would never wipe away my tears,
And everthing then became so clear.
You knew i couldn't handle it,
But you just gave me more shit.
You never understood,
Why i hid the way i did.