“Time 2 Confess”
By: Ricki

So, here I am,
Just as drunk as ever,
Body…str8 shot,
Feeling light as a feather.

Room steady spinnin,
Kaleidoscope colors galore,
Tripping and falling,
On my way to the door,

But I don’t seem to make it,
I fall short and here I am,
“Does this shit make me feel,
Any more of a man???”

Why did I do it,
After u told me not to?
“Cuz Im a damn man,
And Imma do what I wanna do!”

“I told you so! I told u so.”
Just goin through my mind
Gotta prove em wrong,
Just this one time,

But here he comes,
Ready to make his move,
Hands where I on’t want em,
“What the fucks wrong wit this dude?”

I told em Im committed,
And for that matter, he is too
So then why the fucks he tryna,
Play ME like a fool?

My body’s too week,
I ain’t got enough strength
From me, to the door…
“Damn its such a long length”

He did what he did
And the whole time I felt sick
Im sayin, “I cant. I can’t.
This situation don’t click.”

But its done now, its over
And I gotta tell u somehow
Its just so hard,
When my hearts feelin so foul.

But I gather up my thoughts
And call to confess
Thinkin, “from this point on…
My lifes gon be a str8 mess.”

The right words to say,
Just don’t come out right
“This is so damn hard,
Its gon be a long night!”

But I said it,
I told u…what more do I do?
“Im sorry baby, I love you
Please, Im begging you…”

Gimme another chance,
To prove I ain’t mean it,
I was too weak and defensless
Just please try and see it…

I know what your feelin
Cuz I can feel it myself
Don’t dust me off,
And put me back on the shelf

Im putting myself in your shoes,
And I know how u must feel
Please accept my apology
Cuz I swear… that its real”

But that’s when you tell me…
The trust is no longer there
But Im lookin in your eyes…
And its like you don’t care

Im pourin out my heart
And all my feelings to you
“I was wrong and I know it,
So what more can I do?”

No emotion, no nothing
Is expressed on your face
I sit back and pause…
As my brain begins to race…

“No yelling or crying
Has happened quite yet…
Maybe u aint telling me,
The whole truth, I bet…”

That’s when I come out and ask
“Is there something your hiding too?”
A puzzled look on his face,
And then responds with, “Who?”

“Am I hidin something?”
And I said,“Yeah, Im talking to you”
Then, the first tear falls…
And then it hits me…that YOU cheated TOO.