“Movin On”
By: Ricki

Here we go again,
Same occurrence, ‘nother day
All your complaints and put downs
And the words I didn’t say

We been through this before
And right now Im not so sure,
Thinkin bout packin my shit,
And walkin str8 out that door

You don’t seem to get it
That what u say hits me hard
Although theyre just words
They always leave a deep scar

“You ain’t gon be shit”
Time and time again
Aside from my partner,
Thought u were my fuckin friend

The one that I trusted
With my life and much more
My life was rough enough then,
And you’ve made it more sore

“Stop bein negative man,
I on’t need that in my life…”
“My mom just fuckin passed yo
So before you speak, think twice”

“You gon live a basic life,
Go to work and there you are”
Hearin that from you,
Just shredded my heart apart

“Hol up…just wait…
Lets get on you for a minute
Think about my situation
Before you get wrapped up in it:

You don’t know half the bullshit
That occurs day to day
All the shit that goes wrong
In an un-intended way

And who the hell are you,
To condemn me to fail?
When the whole time I been witchu
Might as well been in jail

You ain’t here to motivate
Your only here to bitch
A rash that only gets worse
As I continue to itch

You say that u love me
And you only try to help…
Well if that’s your way of helping,
Then go help someone else

Im a good person…
All the potential in the world
And the more that I think,
The more my fists, start to curl

“I don’t need you to treat me
Like the dirt you kick around”
Slowly but surely,
Imma turn my frown upside down

I can feel it inside me,
That Im way better off
I wonder how you’ll feel
When this love is lost

A few months gone by,
Slowly but surely doin better
I finally put an end
To that frequent bad weather

But then all the sudden,
I hear my phone start to play,
“Hey, wassup…
How u feelin today?”

“Im doin ok,
Things can always be worse
But why you callin me?
I gotta ask first…

“I been doin alotta thinking
And im sorry for what I did…
The pain of bein without u
Just can’t be hid…

I want you back,
No other way to put it…
I thought about what u said
And I finally understood it

“Look, I know…
Exactly how u feel,
But fact still remains,
I gotta be real:

All the things you said,
You said for a reason…
Constantly putting me down
And even made me start believin…

“Maybe I am fucked up…
And I do need to change…
There might be some things
I need to rearrange”

But now I have learned,
Im fine the way I am,
I don’t need you to make me feel,
Any less of a man

I love you…That’s true
Forever a part of my heart…
But its finally time for me
To embark on a fresh start…