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Dieing inside-
Running from the feelings
that I can't hide-
It's hard to admit defeat-
When you thought you had won.
I thought I had it all,
When I watched it slip through,
the fineness of your quality
Proved to fine of a sand for my hands to hold.
I watched you slip from my presence
And there was nothing I could do,
Watching you walk away from everything
Leave your troubles behind-
It was a cowards effort
To run away when it all went bad-
Retreating when the battle was almost over...
Couldn't you see past the blinding corner?
That if only you had held onto it
Maybe it could have lasted,
Maybe we could have lasted...
Tough times end.
dreams last forever-
Not this one
It blew out the window
Like paper caught by wind-
Or..
Was it a nightmare that was going to end,
You ended it-
You body left me-
But your soul did not-
Like a child in a toy shop,
It stayed behind.
Walking the winding paths of my mind,
for years it stayed and i still believed
That you didn't mean to leave-
Give us your heart,
or have you none?
Have you nothing to give but a stone...
Give us your blood and tears,
As i have for you...
Or have you only dust and ashes to spare?
You beg me for myself-
Never shall i give you
once again
what you had before-
For I can see past the blinding corner
I can see past the black sheet of distraction-
Love was the enemy,
it was the distraction-
not this time my dear
For your heart is cold,
And mine has moved on-
For years i pushed myself,
And now I have left your soul
Stay in the toy shop dearest, i don't care.
For I know now this isn't real-
As you
Walked out on me-
I,
Walk out on you.