I thought you'd know by now
what I do is not a show.
It's something for me,
So I can see.
My future in my dream,
Although it may seem.
I cant go any farther,
It feels like murder.
I thought you'd know by now
I cant go any lower.
Even tho I feel ill,
I wanna kill.
Everyone that says shit about me,
So they see.
How it feels,
To have a family that steals.
Away from you,
And you never even knew.
How to love,
Because you were shoved.
Out the door,
When you were four.
Where your mother would beat you,
And your father flew,
Away from you.
You never knew,
Why they said you were bad,
Or why you were sad.
I thought you'd know by now
This is why I'm messed up.
Cause you fucked me right up.
Thats why I cut,
To get them to shut the fuck up.
Cause thats all I ever get.
I can never forget.
But I'll show them what a girl who up in a broken home can do.
I'll show all of you what I can fucken do.
Dont worry you'll see,
The bitch I can really be.
You'll never even know what hit you,
When I'm though.
I thought you'd know by now
What I do is not a show
Although it may seem,
Like I'll never have a dream.
I am here,
Even tho I fall I try to stear.
Away.
So I can say,
I am ok.
So fuck all of you who say I cant do it,
I am here I am alive And I can prove it.
Ashley |
Submission Name: I Thought You'd like to Know
